So I went to Cornerstone Church today with Brittany. I didn't really like it that much. It was too big for me and I didn't like the worship time. I only knew one song in the whole set. Plus it seemed too much like a concert for me. I just came back from the Salt Company Freshmen Group Kick-Off. I didn't really like that either. I feel bad because both of my roommates and all of their friends are majorly involved in both things. I feel like if I don't like it too, I won't really be able to still be on okay terms with all of them. I really like everybody, but that's not what I'm going to base my church search on. I need to find a place where I won't be too distracted by all of the lights, videos, and sound. I need a smaller place to worship God. I know I probably sound really picky, but if I'm going to plug into a church I need it to be an environment that I can be more comfortable in. Meaning smaller. I need a place where I am able to quiet my heart and find God. I tried to this morning at church and it was so hard what with all of the distractions. I just hope Brittany, Erin, and everyone will be able to take this alright. If I can't find another church though I will go back to Cornerstone. I just really needed to get that out of my system, because I feel really bad. I feel like I need to go to these things to be friends with Brittany, Erin, and their friends. I don't know what to do. Advice anyone? I could really use it.
Until later I guess. Please pray for me and pray that I will find a church that is right for me.
Jenna Lynn
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